2004
05.30

Oh..and before I forget

www.psyren-music.com

cant believe I forgot to do that yet..

2004
05.30

Emergent details.

Ok..Planning my summer mini-trips. so far, I know I am going to cleveland, which probably means I will take two days there (a thursday to check out Android Lounge) and then friday for…whatever. Then Ill hit anothe rmidwest city ( detroit? ) heading back from there the day after (friday/saturday). Anyone have a suggestion for a good event I should catch? AL is on the First thursday of the month, so Ill be either making the trip July 1 ~ 5 or August 5 ~ 9.

Thanks all.

2004
05.30

“Mr. Tony”

I was going to write something about last night. Ive decided not to. In fact, Ive decided last night didnt happen so dont ask about it. Ill play stupid and pretend I was in a coma or something.

thats all.

-T

P.s. I must admit, I did actually enjoy the Chicago Fire (soccer) game I went to before the part I dont remember. Ill have to check those out again in the future. Nice to have a non-technological entertainment.

2004
05.30

510

Corruption – by small increments. Seems to be a theme lately. One day your never drinking..then you drink every day. You cross a line and then another as each is layed before you. There is a line youll never cross, you say, looking at that last step as you close the distance by crossing each smaller barrier without effort or remorse. Soon that line is all thats left. And what does it take to make you cross?

A tease and a temption. A small bit of self given for a smaller piece of pleasure. $20 gets you in the door. $40 to the back room. Want two at once? a steal at twice the price. Dont forget to tip.

Someone tonight asked me if I was satisfied. An odd question, I thought, because satisfaction is that what they deal. It is dissatisfaction on which they thrive. Parasites that take your money in exchange for a little heavy breathing and well excecuted grind.

But it makes sense in a way. We use tits and ass to sell products every day – here they mearly make tits and the product and cut out the middle man.

And what of your other? The wife or girlfreind at home, alone, perhaps consenting…perhaps not, while you stoke your fires to a show of flesh and bad music.

Does addiction follow? cycles of dependency and pain, pleasure and need ending in a final breaking point?

2004
05.27

509

woot woot.

crisis averted.

no need to explain now…

2004
05.27

508

I

H A T E

N Y

Or at least the fucking office of my lead client that exists there.

You will never find a more wretched hive of scum and stupidity.

2004
05.24

507

well, not much to report really…

had a good weekend. lots of food and sound play involved – Nord G2 is the shit..I am going to be selling off some more kit and upgrading to the G2x as soon as its available.

Worked on little bits of mixes on sunday. Hmm….Not satisfied with somethings i formerly was. hmm..

meetings today, then more work.

2004
05.20

Kitty in trouble!!

A friends cat needs your help…

2004
05.20

Ok….

If you are a synthosizer player on my list…or any kind of electronic musician…you MUST do the following..

1 Get out you credit card (yeah, i know its maxed, but this is a worthy cause)
2 Call your favorite synth dealer.
3 Order a Clavia G2

Just do it. This synth is like having front 242 in a box only better because unlike large belgian men, it wont sweat all over you and demand beer.

I am seriously in heaven. When it cools down a bit, Ill go back into the studio and play with it more.

2004
05.20

504

Nord G2 in the house…or at least, the office.

Tonight. sweet music.

Tonight.